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Saturday, April 30, 2005 ( it's ugly to cry... @ 12:01 AM ) I want that addias jacket... i want that addias purple coloured jacket... damN it... Heaven just like to torture ppl..... ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- i thot i would ask for a b***k u*.... guess i just can't mouth it out... i would most prob die because of it..... i really love him.... but sometimes, I just hurt the one i love and also end up hurting myself.... i'm useless... pls think it over.. are u sure u really wan to tk care of me forever....? wo jiu sheng ai de ren shang wo que shi jiu sheng... 0 comments Wednesday, April 27, 2005 ( @ 2:28 PM ) If a girl cries in front of u, it means that she cannot take it anymore. If u take her hand, she will stay with u for the rest of ur life; If u let her go, she cannot go back to being herself anymore. A gal won't cry easily, except in front of the person whom she loves the most, then she becomes weak. A gal won't cry easily,only when she loves u the most,she puts down her ego. Guys, if a gal cries bcoz of u, please hold her hands firmly,coz she's the one who is willing to stay with u for the rest of ur life. Guys, if a gal cries bcoz of u, please don't give her up,maybe bcoz of ur decision,u ruin her life. When she cries rite in front of u, When she cries bcoz of u, Look into her eyes, Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's feeling? Think. Which other girl has cried with pure sincerity, In front of u,And bcoz of u? She cries not because she is weak, She cries not bcoz she wants sympathy or pity. She cries, Because crying silently is no longer possible, the pain, hurt n agony have bcome too big a burden to be kept inside. Guys,Think about it, If a gal cry her heart out to u, And all because of u, Its time to look back on what u have done, Only u will know the answer to it. Do consider it,Coz one day, It may be too late for regrets, It may be too late to say "i'm sorry". took tis off friendster......somehow, i think tis applies to guys too ba.... 0 comments Monday, April 25, 2005 ( i dun understand.... @ 8:51 PM ) he seems hurt... i din mean to hurt him.... guess i was too conscious abt how my frens would feel and i sort of neglected him.... sigh... i dun understand..he wan sign on.. why... give me some time to understand him...... 0 comments Friday, April 22, 2005 ( i've graduated.... @ 10:47 PM ) okie..today was the post itp-seminar...Ann & i sang a song -"if we hold on together" n led the school song...was quite a touching and heartwarming session...thank god i din really cried...just tear abit.... thank you pingster & doris 4 the video clip...was really touched by it..i'll definitely miss them...sIgh...all good things just haf to come to an end... oh yar, i saw her..but...wel...we din tok ...she seems to be dressin up these days..looking good..seems happier too...well...if only we are still great frens..... anyway, den it was followed by lunch wif our supervisors...was kinda stress cus one had to 'PR' ard wif them and the other supervisors who were ard....would haf been more relaxed wif i were sitted wif my classmates.... met sen at city hall to shop for our bbq food on sat...bought some stuff n brought them back hm to marinate...she stayed on to watch her last episode of the 7pm show...dear bought KFC n we had a feast at home....quite a fulfilling day.... Wed was the grad ball @ Pan Pacific. Not a bad one thou...the crowd was not bad and the guys frm 03 were funny..haha..dressed up as i-dunno-wat and as panda despite the theme was....hmm..Moulin Rouge...but well.i think all of us look great... =) den it was off to Zouk ...my hmm....3rd time clubbing wif the seasons...& 1st time wif ppl like cx,cheryl,jem,joseph, imah etc....nt a bad company i must say..but was missing dear badly......went home @ 2am in the cab...was dead beat and i still haf to wake up early the nxt day to go sch n rehersal for our post itp seminar special item...g0sh...i'm feel so busy... oh yar, i'l be gg back to my intern company n wrk there as a temp for abt 1 & half mth..den i think i will go for a holiday....i need a break man..... okie...my shoulders r aching again..guess it's hinting tt i shud stop here liao... it's a long long journey.... 0 comments Tuesday, April 19, 2005 ( recovering..... @ 2:28 PM ) i hope i'm recovering from tt wound.... i need to go for a health check up soon.... i think there's sth wrong wif me...i hope i'm wrong... met up with my best fren and another fren from secondary school yesterday...not much has changed...we still laugh and gossip...i'm glad i asked them out...true friendship nv dies....will be going out with another gang of secondary school friends..they are another grp of ppl who haf left special memories for me durin secondary life...hope it would be a nice outing... tml will be the grad ball...i hoping to just haf fun and get thru it.. i'm feeling not in the best of moods now.... how i wished tt someone would be here..... sigh.... 0 comments Sunday, April 17, 2005 ( another turning pt of life... @ 3:02 PM ) wel... my attachment has ended, meaning that i've reached another changing point of life... i'll soon enter the working world...soon..once i find a job.... in a dilemna right now actually... really wish to be help out for the PCK musical...but then i need to work too....how can i balance work and tt....or can i forsake tt once-a-lifetime chance? if only someone would gif mi some hints on wat to do.... depression's sinkin in... i'm back to my old self.... days when i would suddenly blank out..........cry for no reason but simply cus i felt like.... at times when i am walkin down the street, especially at night, i feel so tired so weak... i just wish to collapse... i guess some wounds can never be heal.... 0 comments Friday, April 15, 2005 ( self-denial.... @ 8:13 PM ) i'm dreamin rite.... i still can't accept it.... i don feel real..... i can't believe it...... i can never see her again.... the weddin dinner which i was thinking abt.... and how abt new year......?? she wun be there anymore..... tell me i'm dreamin......... pls wake mi up.... 0 comments Wednesday, April 13, 2005 ( dedicated to my cousin @ 5:22 PM ) I was in primary - attended 1st funeral I was in secondary - attended 2nd funeral I am in poly - attending 3rd funeral...... the 1st funeral i went to was my grandfather (paternal)....i stil remember i was in primary school.. my brother came into the class and spoke to my teacher..and next i know was that i was asked to pack up and leave with him...only then i knew my grandfather had passed away.... I admit i was nv close wif him...i don't even haf much contact wif him...i don talk to him cus he's speaks in Hokkien and being young, i can't understand him and neither can he understand much mandarine...i vaguely remember times when we were young and my whole family would go to places like Haw Par Villa.. my grandfather would come along too....my grandfather loves to play chess with my brother....but we all know tt guys are always in favor.. and tis was especially so in the case for my grandfather....but nonetheless, when i saw the last of my grandfather, lying on the bed... i cried... i remembered tt i cried...perhaps i was young, i just know tt someone related to me is gone and i wun see him again....although i cried, i din really know y i cried....to be honest, i don think i was sad...... 2nd funeral - my youngest aunt's husband. This time i din cry... partly cus i don noe him well and contact wif him was not at all much...his death din affect me but it did affected my aunt...i am very close to her... when i received news of the death, i was worried abt my aunt, worried abt how she will tk it...but of cus..she haf always been the strong one so she braved thru it....but i can tell that deep down, she was devasated..... 3rd funeral...... i was at work today...was so tired in the morning, a thot kept runnin in my head....pretend to haf headache and ask for half-day leave...i felt i badly needed the half day off.... but who noes.....my sister MSN me... i saw the words on the screen... " Do you know that our cousin, Li Yi haf passed away...?" I was stunned.....i read the sentence again.....i couldn't believe..neither can i make sense of what my sister haf said..... I called up my aunt, she said it again....."Li Yi haf passed away..." This cousin of mine....true, i am not close to her... when i was a kid, i used to go her hse and stay over and play...to me, she's pretty, a girl with character....i haf tis keyboard at home...used to be hers....cus i badly wanted a keyboard tt time...so she gave it to me.....Years passed and i drifted apart from her...she's a grown up too and i haf my own life....the only time when we wud see each other was during new year.... the last time i saw her was also new year..... the last time i talked to her was new year too.... heard she was getting married..... now............ up til now, i still cant accept the fact....i cannot believe that she's gone......why....what happened....why????? my sister dreamt of her on monday..... i thot of having a all girls' cousin outing after my attachment.....i thot abt Li Yi...i haf nv had such a thot...nv thot of organisin such outing and i don really think abt my cousin....izzit a sign....it's as thou u were plannin to date a long lost fren whom you've nv seen for years and then the next moment , you realise tt the chance is gone..... Li Yi... I'll miss you.... Love Pei Wen 0 comments Tuesday, April 12, 2005 ( faIry taLes... @ 1:04 PM ) =有梦想的人就不会寂寞= 对我来说，有梦想，就像心里面有一个童话。那个童话，可以是在一个海岛上，拥有自己的dream house，可以是跟一个人幸福快乐的活到老，也可以是为心爱的人做的一件事，甚至可以是做一件没有人会相信们做得到的事... 相信童话，就像相信我们的梦想会实现一样，因为我们就是这个童话故事的主人，我们就是这个童话故事的作者，我们决定故事的结局。 每个人心中都曾拥有好多的梦想，这些梦想不应该消失。相信自己的童话，相信梦想会成真。 *source: www.boxou.com 忘了有多久 再没听到你对 我说你最爱的故事 我想了很久 我开始慌了 是不是我又做错了什么 你哭着对我说 童话里都是骗人的 我不可能是你的王子 也许你不会懂 从你说爱我以后 我的天空星星都亮了 我愿变成童话里 你爱的那个天使 张开双手变成翅膀守护你 你要相信 相信我们会像童话故事里 幸福和快乐是结局 我会变成童话里 你爱的那个天使 张开双手变成翅膀守护你 你要相信 相信我们会像童话故事里 幸福和快乐是结局 一起写我们的结局 He played and sang this song to me on Sunday… he din see my tears rolled down my cheeks… M00d swIng. Attachment’s comin to an end. Dilemma. I’m really glad tt the days of wakin early and sometimes rotting in the office is comin to an end…but then again, my colleagues and even my supervisors haf been a great bunch of ppl…treat mi real good…I’ll miss them… And also, end of itp means I wun see him durin weekdays…now tt I wun be in boon lay anymore I can’t possibly go down to boon lay just to mit him for like 3 hrs den travel another hour home…okie..perhaps I can…but I doubt I will… =p sIgh… 3 more days… 0 comments Saturday, April 09, 2005 ( |'m jus nt In the mood @ 7:35 PM ) i'm feelin pisSed...? i dunNo....sAd?... or izZit disappOinted....? hE's nt at faUlt....i'M t0o deManding....hE's nt aT faUlt...i guesS i aM aLwayS expeCting moRe....hE's nt at fAult....but...neIther aM i... e oNly thIng tt reAli maKes me sMile t0day was e f0ne calL fr0M my v v 'long l0st' fren - wEiLing....s00ry gal, din accoMpany u....wAs sLpin aNd i waSn't reAlli feElin g00d...waS haVin a sLight heAdache....bUt tHanz 4 mkIng my dAy....i'm gLad u reMembereD me....mIssed heArin ur v0ice....well....i jUs mIss u s0 much....mIss the tImes in 4D....i reMembered u sAt in fRont of mE...heHee...meMories fr0m the pAst r inDeed v muCh mIssed.... i'M still feElin l0usy... wAt kInd 0f life aM i leAdin.... =Just because someone doesn't love you in the way you want them to, doesn't mean that they don't love you with all they've got= 0 comments Friday, April 08, 2005 ( e way to a man's heart is thru his....sTomAch??!! @ 1:20 PM ) one possibility is tt i'm becoming like an aunti...but hey...no way rite...the other possibility and most likely reason is tt....i loves cooking....well...actually i do enjoy cooking and especially now tt every sunday i get to cook for tt special someone...guess a girl can really do alot for their love.....guys...how much can u do for ur loved one? nxt week wud marks e end of my attachment n so called spells the day of my graduation...i'm looking forward to it but at the same time know tt i will miss this great bunch of colleagues....end of school life..entering the workforce....sigh...den i'l be sloggin till the day i retire......h0rribLe.... =( anyway, CLS singing group members & harmonica members...i wanna invite u ppl to come to a bbq...think many haf heard abt it...anyway, pass msg ard k...will be on 23rd April...rest of the details will update again....just keep yaself free!! my's mind rather blank liao..... *bLank...* 0 comments Thursday, April 07, 2005 ( meaning........ @ 1:06 PM ) Just wanna share some quotes which i think r thots provoking.... =True love never lives happily ever after - true love has no ending= =Some of us think holding on makes us strong, but sometimes it is letting go= =To love is to place our happiness in the happiness of another= =Sometimes it's hard to love someone because you're so afraid of losing them= =Forgiveness is giving up my right to hurt you for hurting me= ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ 0 comments Wednesday, April 06, 2005 ( i'm getting wierd... @ 1:29 PM ) the story was 'jammed' yesterday cus i just couldn't figured how to end it...all the words, the sentences and the ideas that i typed, i deleted....shall wait til i'm clear of wat i wan den continue.... went to my ah ma hse yesterday to visit her and also my aunt...seems like my ah ma is gettin healthier..at least i don see her lookin so tired or frail...my ah ma was so happy when she saw mi and my sis..she realli loves us alot.... sianz...i'm still not sick...was feelin rather terrible yesterday...headache hurts...thot i was finally sick and could tk MC for today but a healthy me woke up.....sIgh.... Now my brain seems to be rebeling again...the headache comin back...hope it develop into a fever today and last til tml....okie...i'm a sadist.... anyway.. 7 more days... ppl who noe what i'm talkin abt are definitely lookin forward to the end of this 7 days.....hehee 0 comments Monday, April 04, 2005 ( i wanna be sick........ @ 9:58 AM ) 9.40am. Monday. Location: In the cold freezing office of PIR department in NIE. Weather: Rainy. Mood: I feel as if it's 7pm at nite. the skies are gloomy. i'm not in a good mood..... guess what, i woke up wif the thot and pray tt i sick...i dead beat and i simply don wish to go for work...monday bluez... i actually miss the times when i was sick, lyin on the bed whole day and then there would be ppl who are carin enough to msg mi and show their concerns...nth much to think abt except to rest well and get well soon....sigh.. i miss being sick.... can i haf a day of fever tml??? oh wel, nth much happening for the past few days..dear was 'fooled' on April Fools' day and funnier was tt he fooled himself.. he mistook his driving test time to be 730 when it was 630pm...to think we even hailed a cab down....sigh..how silly can tis man of mine get.... we went to catch "hse of fury" wif rod and chuan....ya..quite a lame show...dear's watched it on vcd( needless to say, it must be 'legal' one...), was askin him to persuade the other 2 to watch another show den but he said "it's okie, the reason y i wan to watch it a 2nd time is cus i wan to watch it wif u...." okie...tt's rather sweet....*sMile.* was reading thru my frens' blog....shall nt revealed who he or she is..anyway,** mentioned tt ** misses ** frens and many other seconday sch mates too...well..nt tt i being skeptical or tt i don really trust **..but sometimes i do wonder does ** really miss hmm...mi? or izzit a case of putting my name there for the sake of putting and to avoid scoldings from me.... =X...(if u noe who u are...pls don be offended....i;m just thinkin al0ud.....) 0 comments Friday, April 01, 2005 ( hapi belated bday to the 2 E @ 2:52 PM )  tt's elson, e belated bday boy and mi! @12/03/05 the weekend's comin here again...cool.... hope it will be a great one... no one called mi up for any interviews....rather sad....but nvm... i wun gif up.... 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