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[♣] Non stop Singing
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[♣] Stage Addict
[♣] Emotional
[♣] Loves to let her creative juices run feely through designing
[♣] love and be loveD
[♣] get together & be close with my familY


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Designer: Elies
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Thursday, November 26, 2009

( I was touched... @ 2:21 PM )

Was listening to the radio this morning when Cruz started talking about the mumbai terriorist attack which happened 1 year ago. As he cited the interview article in which Lianhe Zaobao had with the husband of the late Ms Lu (the 28-yr old lawyer who was killed in the attack), i could sense his voice was abit shaky and then i realised my eyes were red and tears were on the verge of my eyes too.
I went online to search for the full article and as I was reading the article, my tears duct were once again...
Learn to treasure your loved ones.... you never know when you'll lose them....
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女律师孟买恐怖袭击遇害一周年
迈克:我还没有走出来
(2009-11-26)
● 杨萌

  虽然两个月前就开始约这个访问,不过,当记者前天下午在市区的一家咖啡馆见到迈克时,还是有点不太相信这个穿着条纹衬衫、手拿着手机和名牌钱包、快步从对街银行办公楼走出来的法律主管就是一年前在众人面前崩溃的遇害女律师卢慧燕的丈夫。


  是的,时间一转眼过去了,明天就是在孟买酒店遭恐怖分子无情杀害的卢慧燕的一周年忌日。
  之前华文媒体把Michael Puhaindran的名字翻译成麦克,这次他才说,原来他的华文名叫“迈克”,他说,“迈”是迈进、进步;“克”是克服。


  见面时,他双眼有点微肿,皮肤晒得长雀斑,不过气色还算不错。他语速很快,或许因为是律师,他的修辞功力很高,同一个意思用好几种表达方式,说到伤心处也很有逻辑地加以解释。
理智剖析一年来的生活 跟一年前的当众痛哭不一样,这次迈克不但没有掉泪,甚至适时调侃自己,说完了呵呵笑起来,唯一哽住的时候也只是稍微红了眼眶。


  38岁的他很理智地剖析了自己这一年来走过的悲伤、起伏和生活的种种,仿佛在述说别人的故事一样条理分明,仿佛他已经走出伤痛。


  但同时,他又感性地给自己的现状定调。他坦承自己并没有走出来,“我不要也不想……要不是朋友和父母,我不想他们承受我所承受的痛,我会跟着慧燕去的,现在还没有找到(活着)的意义和目的。”


  去年11月,卢慧燕到孟买出席一个法律座谈会,下榻奥拜罗三叉戟酒店,结果那里被恐怖分子包围,她被掳为人质并遭杀害。


卢慧燕逝世时28岁,成了第一个在国外死于恐怖袭击的国人,她穿着白色婚纱的美丽模样连续好多天出现在报章,她和丈夫的幸福故事也让人无限感伤。
迈克:世界完全变了样


  这一年来,大家继续生活,可是迈克的世界却完全变了样,他说,自己愿意接受访问,其中一个主要原因是想感谢大家的帮助。


  他透露,刚开始时,周围的将近50个亲友为了不让他胡思乱想,排了班表每天轮流陪他,包括慧燕的朋友,这样一连维持了好几个月。


  “周末两个班。午餐一个人,晚餐一个人,有时候是跟三四个人一群,看跟谁出去就做不同的事。起初我并不知道这样的安排,不过很快就意识到了。”


  他一直都住在和卢慧燕同筑在东部的爱巢,他说,起初弟弟晚上会去陪他,后来他要求自己睡,他需要那样的独处的空间。“那个时候我才能感受到痛,好像是跟她心灵交会的时候。”


  他也记得,起初有很多人写电邮给他,大约有一两千封,结果他的邮箱爆满。Facebook的追思页面上,现在也已有近1万5000个网友。“有些外国人还寄电邮来,他们也说了关于失去(亲人)的经历,现在我还跟其中一些人保持联络,成了网友。”

  事发时,他其实已经辞掉之前的工作,在到新的银行工作之前有两个星期休息,事发后,他也只是多休息了两个星期就上班,他知道自己应该走出户外。

  大约一两个月后,他开始强迫自己运动,比如星期三打壁球、星期六骑脚踏车、星期天踢足球,甚至重新开始潜水。他也开始让生活恢复节奏,比如星期二跟慧燕家人吃饭、星期四和星期六跟自己的家人。

  他还做家务,整理房间,把一些慧燕的衣服和包包送人,但他说,她的衣服还是挂满了衣橱。 整体的状况是,他的情绪从早期的流于表面,到现在比较“内化”,也更深刻。


  在访问过程中,迈克唯一停顿的时候是谈到他到土耳其拜访一对年迈夫妇——事发时跟慧燕一起被捉,有幸被释放,他们有个年纪跟慧燕相仿的女儿。“他们没有说太多,老太太一直握住慧燕的手……”

  记者问他,哪一段日子是心情最低落的时候,他说,心情时起时落,晚上老是无法安眠。
  “我每天每秒都在体会那种痛,所以有时觉得日子过得很慢,但又觉得好像是昨天才发生的。”
  明天下午3时,迈克将在慧燕安息的天使之后天主教堂(Church of St Mary of the Angels,位于武吉巴督东2道)举办追思会。迈克说,这是个私人追思会,不希望太多公众前来。

记者与迈克的一些问与答


问:有什么心愿是你想为亡妻完成的?
答:她想要做的是我无法替她完成的,因为我们明年想要个孩子(哈哈),想要买个房子。就是两口子做的事,我自己做就有点难。


问:你走在街上曾被人认出来吗?
答:以前有,不过并没有什么人跟我打招呼。话说回来,我不怎么去那些吵闹的地方比如购物中心(我还没去过Ion Orchard)、夜店和高级餐厅,因为那是以前常跟慧燕做的事。我一直住在东部,刚开始时,我甚至连吃饭都坚持只在东部,那里是我的安全地带。

问:每逢一些特别的日子,如她的生日或结婚纪念日,你都会在Facebook留言,比如F1的时候,你说去年跟她看的,今年的F1你去看了吗?
答:今年我故意没去看F1,只是看了电视转播的最后半小时。我现在也不怎么喝红酒和香槟,而是改喝威士忌,因为这是以前她不太喝的。

问:没去购物,没怎么打扮自己,你看起来还不错。
答:我没有特地去打扮,只是尽量不要让自己太邋遢,慧燕如果知道你称赞我,她会很高兴的,因为她总是比较在乎这方面。如果可以的话,我也只想穿汗衫百慕达裤。除了年初去美国探望弟弟时到工厂直销买了些衣服,今年还真的没买过衣服。

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Mood's playing: Lin Jun Jie - 我还想她




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Monday, November 16, 2009

( Digital Harinezumi @ 3:45 PM )

Some photos sharing time~

Pictures taken quite some time back... my mum bought the massaging thingy from OTO and I got Tigger to model for it... hee...




He sure looks happy with it.. haha
Next up... my new toy! my Digital Harinezumi aka Zumi.
Zumi is a 2-megapixel Digital camea that produces pictures with a soft, out-of-focus feel. The colors emulate that of Lomo shooters--often quirky and sometimes unsaturated. Although this snapper has an LCD screen, shutterbugs won't be able to use it to frame shots. Instead, the firm has incorporated a plastic viewfinder on top of the camera for that purpose. As for the display, it is reserved for viewing pictures only.

Lomography?
Lomography emphasizes casual, snapshot photography. Characteristics such as over-saturated colors, off-kilter exposure, blurring, "happy accidents," and alternative film processing are often considered part of the "Lomographic Technique."Users are encouraged to take a lighthearted approach to their photography, and use these techniques to document everyday life

The 10 Golden Rules of Lomography
01 : Take your LOMO with you EVERYWHERE you go
02 : Use it all the time, every time DAY AND NIGHT
03 : LOMO does not interfere with YOUR LIFE, it's part of it
04 : Get as CLOSE as possible to the objects of your Lomographic desire
05 : Don't think
06 : Be quick
07 : You don't have to know what you're shooting
08 : You don't have to recognize what you've shot
09 : Shoot from the hip and over your head 10 : Don't worry about rules

Here's my few attempts using Zumi...
Taken off the table top in MacDonald's

Using sparkle jelly lens... my yummylicous looking yong tau foo
our weekend outing at the Singapore Flyer.... micro zoom in...

I think my dear looks cool in this pic...
red flower... very vibrant colors!
water droplets on the leaf...
A few more of the here & there pictures...LOMO ON~



I'm really addicted to my Zumi and have been snapping it really often that i don't really have time to hold my dear's hand.. haha... but it's really addictive..esp when you fail to get nice pics.. u'll try to do it a few more times.. but if the pic turns out really cool, you'll be greatly encouraged! =) And because you can't do any focusing or angling... you'll really be surprised by the pictures taken!
Mood's playing: 蔡旻佑's 寂寞,好了

















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Wednesday, November 04, 2009

( 簡單与冒險 @ 5:32 PM )

簡單与冒險
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有人說過:

“最大的冒險,是不冒險.”

這種話,

是給追求安穩的人說的.

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有人說過:

“最大的遺憾,是不冒險.”

這種話,

是給追求精采的人說的.

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追求精采的你,

往往在追求的過程中失去了很多東西.

犧牲很大.

可是.

請不要看不起追求安穩的他.

因為,你看,

他們,

在追求安穩的過程中,

也放棄了很多能夠多姿多彩的東西.

犧牲一樣大.

如此可見,

大家都是同類..

都是 - 追求者.

只是追求的東西相反,

所以很容易意見不合.

可是其實啊~

這兩者.

大同小異.

你們說是不是呢?

我以前是60安穩,40冒險.

現在.. 哈.

在不同的場合要求不一樣的效果..

所以安穩以及冒險之間是不斷的在調整的.

凡事啊,

要平衡.

你們.. 是愛簡單,還是愛冒險呢?

Read the above from Derrick's blog ... interesting...

Mood's Playing: 卢广仲's 最寂寞的时候



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Tuesday, November 03, 2009

( Patrick Star! @ 5:11 PM )


This is my boyfriend! Hahaha…..




We finally know what’s ‘Patrick’ (the pink starfish character in SpongeBobs Square) Chinese name is….


派大星(Patrick Star)
年齡:10歲(10月8日出生、天秤座)
一隻粉紅
海星,是海綿寶寶的朋友,住在章魚哥家隔壁的大石頭底下。好吃懶做而且無腦(但考駕照卻異常厲害,曾幫海綿寶寶作弊考駕照),經常一事無成。又稱「粉紅大胖呆」,沒有鼻子及耳朵(曾經整形過,但後來鼻子被臭味薰壞了,但是耳朵不知道為何消失),認不得自己的父母,最喜歡看電視節目,是一個電視海星,用污垢洗澡。
住在石頭房子裡,也會有其他習性,像是睡懶覺、惡作劇。
雖然是
海星,但因為是卡通的關係,海星的一個腳是頭,兩個腳是手,剩下的兩隻才是腳。

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Boomz! I can't believe I'm falling victim to the marketing gimmick by MacDonalds! Their monopoly game is really getting into me... haha.. anyone got "Shenton Way" or "Joo Chiat" or "Sentosa Cove".... ?

Mood's Playing: Zhang Hui Mei's 掉了




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