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Tuesday, April 29, 2008

( Zheng Jing Xuan - Wen De Tai Bi Zhen @ 1:44 PM )

I came across an article in Today (if my memory didn’t fail me...) a few days ago. The author was wondering why people who are already feeling sad and depressed still want to listen to heartrending songs to make them feel even more miserable… there was an incident when he/she was in the car with a group of friends, happily chatting away when a melancholy song began to play from the radio, the author wanted to switch the channel but his/her friends stopped him/her. Suddenly the happy atmosphere was transformed into a gloomy and dull mood as his/her friends pulled a long face while listening to the song…

Hmm…. Emo?

To be honest, I think I’m one of the ‘crazy’ people who the author was referring… the kind of people who loves to make ourselves feel even more miserable when we are already feeling very lousy… and listening to these discouraging songs seems to be the best way to help us achieve this goal… but I guess the reason why I love to listen to sad songs when I’m feeling depress is because I feel tt when I listen to the lyrics or feel the melodies.. Somehow I feel that there is someone who understand what I’m gg through.. i know it’s not very healthy to dwell in such negative thoughts but maybe I’m just a sadist… I like to indulge in some quiet moments once in a while.. I like to listen to depressing songs about heartbreaks, about hurts about all sort of unhappy memories and then think about my own despondent times… I like to cry while thinking… feels like a release of emotions to me… Ok, I’m weird…

I think it’s been a long time since I really sat down and really listen to any sad songs… miss the feeling… oh well.. does it means I am happier nowadays or am I simply too busy to let my emotions come out….

Mood’s Playing: Zhang Jing Xuan – Wen De Tai Bi Zhen



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( emptiness @ 1:38 PM )

The first full run will be on 19 May i.e. 20 days from today. This also means I am down with 20 days to lose the fats on me… arGh! I came across a tip in Shape Magazine – Have a King’s Breakfast, Prince(cess)’s Lunch & Pauper’s Dinner. Sounds interesting ya… I hope I can stick to it…

Rehearsals have been so-far-so-so. This, I’m referring to myself. Feels that I’m still lacking a lot of components like the ghetto feel, execution of steps is not sharp enough, timing is not on the beat etc etc… omg.. Why am I still not improving…

I’m pretty much caught in a dilemma. On one hand, I look forward to the recital to come but on the other hand, I also dread it. I cannot imagine the emptiness of me when the recital is over, when we no longer have our long hours of prac with the same group of people, no more ‘Again’ or ‘Do it one more time’ from the instructors.. it’s like suddenly the stage lights suddenly dim on you and you are left all alone sitting in the center of the stage…. Wel.. I guess I’m getting emo…

Stopping my keyboard lessons cus i don’t have time to prac and really very dui bu qi KY each time I go for class and I play like shit… very unfair to the other classmates also cus they have to wait till I finish playing the song then the class can move on… don’t think I should waste my own time and money with such pathetic progress also… Coming fri will be the ‘last’ lesson. Mark my word that I’ll take up keyboard again after I have better time management…

I’ve been dancing since 2002 2005 but till date I don’t know if those little performances which I’ve done are considered any achievements… somehow I feel that I’m not making any head or tails about this whole dancing thing. Where am I heading to…? Will I be able to lead a life without dancing? Why am I dancing? Am I really contented just to dance in class or do I wish to venture further? If so, what should I do to reach my goal?

I seriously think I need a few days of good rest…physically and mentally.

Mood’s Playing: Mariah Carey’s Bye Bye





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Tuesday, April 22, 2008

( cute dear @ 1:59 PM )

“Hello everybody. Well.. Due to overwhelming responses, Peiwen june performance ticket have been sold out. Leaving only S$32 seat. It’s to show support so price is ok ba. Haha. Let’s support the dancing queen yea. But if anyone think too ex let me know yea. Confirm with me by today. Hot seat selling fast… “

My dear sent this sms to our friends after I informed him about the tickets… I dunno if I should laugh at him or scold him for saying these… he can be so cute sometimes tt I cant bear to scold him also…

Tt’s one thing tt brighten my day abit today…

Mood’s Playing: Cao Ge’s Ai Ai.



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( disgusted! @ 1:37 PM )

QL called me and informed me of a very disgusting piece of news…

The S$20 tickets for the recital (i.e my June dance concert) is sold out! For both days!!! Left only the first front row seats… kaoz… And the other next available tickets are priced at S$30!!!!!! OMG! How come the tickets are selling so fast? This is damn disgusting… I’m already having difficulty asking my friend to confirm cus the event doesn’t happen soon hence they cannot confirm and the price of the ticket is not cheap. For me, S$20 is also a lot la! & the best thing is tt the ticket price does not includes GST! *vomit blood* this is crazy….

I’m starting to doubt the management… feels tt they are out to con money… I know tt there is this girl who din go for auditions and yet she is in one of the item… It’s not as if she is a fabulous dancer (yes, I saw her danced before…). I guess it was for the participation fee? Sigh… I’m totally put off….

Suddenly I dun feel tt excited about the recital anymore… feels more like a tool for their money making. Getting us to get our friends to support and pay the exorbitantly not cheap tickets… arGh….

I’m so not happy. Pff.

Mood’s Playing: Wu Ying Liang Pin – “Shi Ni Bian Le Ma?”



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Tuesday, April 08, 2008

( MF Performance @ 3:18 PM )

Music Forest In-House Performance has come to an end on Sat 5 April. I wouldn’t say it was a good performance due to some poor management. There were certain items which were really CMI… even my dear and my friends commented tt it was the worse concert they have ever attended… the only consoling thing was tt they mentioned tt dance was the only more interesting stuff within the whole concert…*pHew*

Anyway, it’s really true when we say “台上三分钟,台下十年功”… I felt like I just stood on stage for a few seconds and before I knew it, the next song came and I’m done! Well, I glad I din forget my steps but I think I still need to work harder on my facial expressions… I did try to smile and let myself look comfortable and enjoying the dance but I guess the expression was not exaggerating enough ba… must learn to sMileEEeee =)

Nonetheless, it feels good to be able to stand on stage and perform once more. I guess I’m pretty much a stage addict.

The end of the concert seems to be a good closure to my relationship with MF as well cus I don’t have any more courses in MF hence unless they start the Reggae course, I’ll not be going MF anymore.

Straight after the concert ended, I headed to SW for Bryan’s item rehearsal prac. It's the very 1st prac hence I didn’t want to miss it. When I arrived they were already dancing the choreo. Luckily Bryan taught this choreo before in his other class so I could catch up easily. Maybe I’m used to his teaching hence I felt tt Willy’s one seems to be abit more difficult to catch. But then again, maybe cus the music wasn’t as fast as Willy’s one… Certainly look forward to more interesting practices.

My sat is going to be full packed with Jazz Course from 1230-2pm, then Yutaki’s Fusion Hip Hop from 2-3pm. Afterwhich, I’ll head to Replugged for my vocal class from 4-5pm then it’s back to SW for Bryan’s rehearsal from 530-830pm. Sorry dear, please bear with me during this period. Sorry I can’t pei you much on sat…

Since we are at this topic, please allow me to do some publicity here and garner some support…

Wu Zone Recital 2008

Venue: National University of Singapore UCC Theatre
Dates: 7th June 2008 Saturday and 8th June 2008 Sunday
Time: 730pm
Ticket: Early Birds Promo S$20 and S$30 (Till end April). After 30 April, it’ll be S$25 & S$35.

I understand that the ticket is really not cheap but I really hope my friends can come and support me. Do let me know if you guys are interested ok. Many thanks in advance!


Dancing has become part of my life. If you take it away, you’ll take my life away…

Mood’s playing: Katherine Mcphee’s Ordinary World



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Tuesday, April 01, 2008

( Recital @ 6:24 PM )

I'm all alone in the office now...

Din go for Carol's ghh cus I always feel so retard in her class... sigh... took morning leave today cus I was having this terrible headache...

The past few days, everyone was talking about the recital... who's in this, who is not, why ABC not here or why XYZ is here etc etc... Sigh...

Was rather happy when i found out tt i got thru and into Suman's item but few days later i received a call to find tt it's been cancelled... well, i still have willy =)

but 2 days later, my sis told me we're in bryan's item as well.

huh?

Now, tt's when the stress come... afterall a glance at the ppl in his item.. i think mi and my sis are the lousiest... and some how i think we are there to just fill in the numbers...? Omg.. since when did i start feelin so inferior.....

been thinking alot about it.. can't believe i actually got so stress up over it... there are like so many ppl out there fighting to get into his item and yet i'm troubling about it. Maybe I dun wish to disappoint bryan if we fail to perform to his expectations... sigh...

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MF's performance is this sat and I dun feel prepared at all.

~Mood's playing: Jay Chou's Feng~




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