| Foolish dancer [♣] Dance Enthusiast [♣] Stage Addict [♣] Emotional [♣] Loves to let her creative juices run feely through designing [♣] love and be loveD [♣] get together & be close with my familY 
March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 July 2010 October 2010 November 2010 Links ::chien weI ::chien yinG :: lihaO :: peiRu^sis ::yinyonG Ngee Ann-ions ::chenchiN^ha0peNgyoU :: riGuanG ::weilinG^isa ::xiaotinG ::xiutinG ::yizheN ::zhongxiaO aka jiM ::zhongxiaN ::keweI Spore Poly-ers ::anN ::anthreA ::bennY ::chengxuN ::dmC-lass ::eikchyuN ::zhongxI aka leoN ::lipinG ::maY ::peifanG :: rAy :: rodneY ::shifA ::summeR ::terencE ::wan tinG ::yvonnE ::zhixionG Because We Love Dance :: adriaN ::daphnE :: -i-s-h-I- ::in loving memory - ishi :: Phatest - jing JinG :: SW JoannA :: SW JoannE :: SW Poppy JoeY :: Katoon Kelvin ::limiN ::puaysoN aka chayennE ::qiaolinG :: seow tinG :: serenE 舞林大道 :: Whatever B's 小憨 :: 街頭酷 :: 街頭酷 's 咖哩 :: 黑角舞蹈休閒館網址 :: 黑角's 理由豪 :: Freaky Klown's 球球 :: Freaky Klown's LABA :: 奧瑪創意舞蹈學苑 OMA Dance Studio :: OMA's 阿G Music is our life :: audriS ::bevlyN ::dasmond koH ::DERRICK HOH 何维健 :: genevievE :: lucaS ::repluggeD musiC LOMOgraphy ::filmsnaP ::lomo crewZ
Online Shopping
Say Your Piece Credits Base code:OHsaygoodbye Image: Kristi |
Wednesday, May 30, 2007 ( lost battle @ 3:45 PM ) i'm really upset now cus i just suffered a lost battle. my proposal din went thru HQ. they REJECTED it without giving much considerations. aRgh... i really think that it's a very good idea and i did alot of research and planning for it. The ROI was like 700 times against the investment and the extensive amount of associations with the various organisations and media coverage that we could get... I don't see why we are missing out on this opportunity... siGh.... i feel so disappointed. maybe cus it's my 1st 'project' after i take on this new position and i really hope to achieve sth...looks like i need to go back to the drawing board... =( things are not gg smoothly for me. my recital is tml! and just yday my other teacher was asking us to modify some parts....OMG! now i'm worried for both my keyboardist and myself... i hope she can be able to play her parts by tml and i can manage to sing the right tune and get the right placement by tml... p/s: it's my music school's students showcase (for more info please visit http://repluggedmusic.blogspot.com ) and this is going to be my very 1st performance since i started lessons at Replugged! I'm gg to sing this very old yet classic love song. Shall hush hush abt the details of the choice.. =X i really hope to do well for my recital... *praying hard* ~what does not kill me makes me STRONGER~ 0 comments Saturday, May 26, 2007 ( Bday Wish @ 1:17 AM ) Was feeling kinda guilty for not updating my blog after the last entry... So here it is! To my concern readers (if there are any), I've fully recovered! No more rashes, fever or whatsoever. No more painful injections and wee night's visits to the freezing hospitals. So let's... CELEBRATE! Tue (22/05) marked our 3rd yr annivesary. Don't expect any romantic content below cus it was just a very simple day spent. We both took leave for this special day (i was already away from work since fri... =x) and he was supposed to came over in the morning but somehow he 'managed' to oversleep and arrived around 1pm. And how wonderful was his timing. Just minutes after stepping into my house, the rain started falling and eventually transformed into a thunderstorm... Well...it's not tt we have in plan anywhere to go or do just that i think i wud feel better if i see the sun rather than the rain... 3pm - Skies cleared. Headed down to orchard (sigh...there's simply not much place to go in SG...). Planned to have buffet for dinner and we decided to try Sakura at Somerset. They were'nt open till 6pm and hence we walked around Orchard to pass the time... Actually, most of the time, I requested to stay indoor (e.g. walking in Taka/Ngee Ann City/Cinelesiure) cus I was afraid to get out of the sun and get myself warm and sweat... phobia that my rashes may just come back... The food at Sakura was OK only. Hmm.. ok,fine. I didn't find any food that tasted GREAT! Was just fascinated by the way we can 'order' the food and get the 'chefs' to bring over... haha... Oh! I think Sakura has limited plates...cus the waitress kept coming over to our table and clearing our plates - to the extent that sometimes i haven even finish the food on my plate and the girl can just come over, muttered "can i clear this" and without letting me reply, simply took the plate & walked off... Duh... If you have any experience eating at Sakura (Somerset Outlet), do let me know if you suffer the same fate.. Anyway, this was what we did on this special day. We didn't exchange any presents. Neoprints were taken thou... figured out that these neoprints machines are getting complicated (or am i getting out-dated...). There was one that doesn't use SG money but Japan YEN to operate... Kaoz.... *************************************** The divider above is supposed to mean i'm cutting into a new content. I have no idea how to link the earlier topic to the next, hence the man-made line break.... Well,I guess for many bloggers, there is always this period of the year whereby you will post this entry for your readers - "My BIRTHDAY WISH LIST" Tada! Got you! Yup! I'm gg to disclose my ultimate bday wish list! OoOoHhh! Honestly, I'm as curious as you are cus I've absolutely no idea what I'm gg to type next either... Hmmm...... mmmm.... eh.... A Laptop! I'm gg to get a laptop when the IT fair is here. *Silence* Ok. I know no one is volunteering to take up this item. I will buy for myself then. Next... A Le Coq Sportif Bag! I'm currently deciding among the below 2 colors...   *any advice....? A Pair of Sports Shoes! No idea what design yet but definitely gg to get one... maybe you guys want to give me angbao if you want to 'chop' this item... hehee Some more leh..... A black Adidas Jacket maybe... Yea. I'm a fanatic collector of Jackets! Till date, I dun haf a black one so maybe some kind soul(s) can take this up... =X Yar, and maybe i really wun mind if i receive an iPod for my bday too... hehee. Btw, I understand that i do have friends who are the "cannot more than XX dollars" type one. So for the benefit of them, they can choose the following: (Warning: I know all your backgrounds so if the present given is not in line with your finacial background.... you wouldn't want to know what i'll do... =p) 1) S.H.E PLAY album CD (best if you can give me all the premiums tt come along with the CD) 2) Stephanie Sun Latest CD (above comment applies as well) 3) Hereen Vouchers (i'll be glad to do my own shopping...) And guess what? I've run out of wishes... To people who are willing to part with abit of their money this Jun but find the above wish list totally out of your budget, well just get me sth related to dancing (e.g cap,towel,wrist band, knee guard etc etc..) OR beauty (e.g. slimming lotion, eye cream etc) OR shopping vouchers will be fine. Seriously, if you have no idea what to buy for me, I will opt for shopping vouchers. Ok. Now I shall wait and see how many frds I have. p/s: I was kidding when I typed the words in red. ~Am i only dancing just to numb my feelings....~ 0 comments Sunday, May 20, 2007 ( my 1st time in hospital @ 4:41 PM ) if u had read my previous entry, you wud haf known that I was sick. however i didn't really recover... on fri which was the 1st day i was down with my rashes, i got the mc and stayed at home. However, as the rashes was fine by evening time, i went for my dance till around 10plus then i reached home. And that's when hell started... my rashes got worse and the red spots were infesting my whole body and yes! including my face! gosh... i really felt like a monster... by 1am plus, i just couldn't take it anymore... i need to seek medication. dear came at 2am and since we didn't know where we can find a 24hr clinic, we went over to CGH. By then, my face was already going from bad to worse. i looked like some really sick person with red spots..ma chaim i got dunno what critical illness sia... i waited abt an hr and finally got to see the doc. Although she tried to comfort me by saying that she has seen worse patient than me but i doubt i really care about the others...i was more concern if i can survive thru this ordeal... she gave me an injection which she did said it will hurt abit BUT listen to me, dun ever believe the doc. the injection was DAMN PAINFUL that i cried immediately after that shot! and my right arm was like disable right after that cus i simply can't move it... she ask me to stay ard for half an hour to see if the rashes go away. by then, it was around 3am plus... she did mentioned that the injection will make me drowsy and hence given that it should be my sleeping time long ago, i was extra extra drowsy then... around 4am i think my spots were showing slight improvement and hence the doc finally let me go home with some pills... Cost = S$65. Reached home and I hit the bed all the way till Sat 2pm plus. Woke up with a fever and what's worse was that my whole body and my face was SWOLLEN and RED! In fact, i was BLOATED! I looked at myself in the mirror and gosh! I couldn't recognise myself. Kaoz.. I thought I would be better but what I saw was just beyond my imagination... I told dear I need to go back to CGH! And so within 12 hrs, i was back at the A&E department of CGH. As I was running a fever, I needed to wear a mask and had to wait in the fever patients' area. The good thing was that this time round i didn't have to wait an hour, about 30mins and I got to see the doc. When I first saw him, I thought he looked rather young and amaturish but I just hope he can get me cured... I told him tt I came before and that the rashes has worsen alot and that i think this is a damn sever case of allergy. He decided to give me more injections and put mi into the observations ward for an hr. He inserted a plug into my left hand (left hand refering to the opp. side of the palm). I decided that i should let my left hand be 'disabled' rather than my right hand cus i'm right handed... anyway, when he first inserted the plug in, it was not painful BUT when he tried to inject some medicine into the plug to my veins.... THE PAIN WAS KILLING ME! And once again, i cried! And that's not the end. He still needed to inject another kind of medicine thru the plug into my veins... i was damn petrified and I tried to look away this time and strangely, he was done with the 2nd injection b4 i knew it. And i realised that the 1st he had injected the medicine too fast and the 2nd time he adopted the slow and steady method and hence it didn't hurt... Kaoz... why can't he do it slowly in the 1st place then... wel.. within 30secs after the 2 dosages, I felt dizzy and thot I would faint anytime. I simply haf no control over my body. A nurse came and I was wheeled to the observation ward. My 1st time sitting on a wheelchair and sleeping on the hospital bed. I dunno how long did i sleep cus each time i woke up, it was the doc who came and asked if i;m better... the good news was that i could see my supposedly swollen and puffy red hands getting better each time the doc came but i was still feeling weak and i think abit unconscious... the doc had said if my swelling or rashes didn't improve, I might need to be hospitalised... thanks god, i didn't have to... i think i slept in the bed for almost 2hrs and finally was 'discharged' at around 6pm plus... once again, I haben eaten a single food for the whole day and my poor boy also suffered with me cus he didn't ate anything too... =( It must been a torture for him. Having to face a monster and starve with her... Reached home and ate some food (slice fish porridge). Hit the bed at around 8pm plus. Dear was exhausted too cus he also fell into deep slp all the way till around 11pm he woke me up saying he need to go back home le. I couldn't said much as I was too drowsy and weak. And hence, it was all the way till today's morning. Couldn't go for dance cus I haf yet to fully recover. Rashes haf subsided but not totally. I'm becoming skeptical of what I eat now cus I'm very scared.. I dun wish to experience this again. it's just too much of a hell...cost of these 2 CGH trips = S$130... I have wasted too much time because of this illness. No dance, no singing ... My recital is in 2 weeks' time and i have yet to prac with my musician... I think i'm gg to flunk... sigh... I wan to get well. on a lighter note, I think i haf lost 1kg... ~small illness is a fortune?~ 0 comments Friday, May 18, 2007 ( a sickly week @ 2:12 PM ) sigh, within a short period of 4 days (Tue - Fri), I've taken 2 MC and swallowed 8 different kinds of pills... On Mon night, I was rolling on my bed cus my stomach was experiencing a very bad cramp. Got up in the morning (which is Tue) and was really enthu abt gg to work cus I've this project on hand and I really want to settle it BUT as much as my heart tells me to be strong my body was relunctant. I had no appetite for my breakfast and I simply left the peanut butter bread which I made on the table without a single bite. Then I thought by bathing, I would feel better. Hence, I dragged myself to the toilet and shower. It was ok.... till... I went back to my room and the stomach. YES! It's my stomach again! The unbearable pain was back and I could not even stand. And even when lying down on the bed, I could only lie in 1 position and not allowed to turn left or right cus every single move i made seems to have a string attached to the pain in my stomach. Despite saying these, I could still feel pain in my stomach even as I was lying m o t i o n l e s s l y... I thought the pain would go off after a while. Oh! How naive I was... Hence, in the end I informed my manager that I need to tk MC. Told my dear abt my misery as well and he offered to come over to bring me to the doc but knowing my condition, I told him not to bother cus even if he come I doubt he can drag me to the doc cus I WAS BEDRIDDENED. The pain was unsufferable....sob sob... After vomiting and a few visits to the toilet, I finally managed to drift into dreamland. Woke up at 11am and the pain was not as extreme anymore. I decided to visit the clinic which was located right downstairs my block even though I think they charge higher but anyway, my company is gg to subsidise it and I don't think I should take any chances and head to any clinic further that it... The doctor's diagnose (& my dear's prediction): Gastric Flu What the hell? I've heard many ppl talking about this before and I understand it's quite a common ailment but come on... gastric flu on me... How did that happened...... The doctor did offered some explanations which I think aren't very well explained... S$40 were spent on the pills and 1 day MC. Reached back home and spend the next few hours on my bed till 6 plus. The medicine worked so I was getting better. Note: I have yet to eaten a single food for the whole day and surprisely I wasn't feeling hungry. I'm of course happy cus I think I'm so going to lose weight... haha...but then the stomach was bloaty cus of the gas ..sigh... dear came over after his work and insisted on buying Guo Tiao Soup for me even though I told him I have no appetite. Fine, i did eat a few spoonfuls of it and how regretful I was... Right after eating, my stomach begin to rebel again! And worse still, I even felt like vomiting... and so i went back to my beloved bed and laid there for the rest of the night. Dear was in agony cus he couldn't do anything and I kept shooing him off for his work. sigh... what a 'BED' day... And yar, i've got another MC for today (FRI).... this time round: Allergy / Rashes I seriously have no idea what am I allergic to! I did not eat anything special or wierd nor did I do anything out of the norm and yet when I woke up the very nxt morning, I found myself covered with red itchy spots! and worse still... they spread! This time round, I walked a bit more.. to the clinic at the MRT. Woooah.. the doc was a very pretty and gentle lady. And her nail arts was WOW! Shi Mei De Lor.... anyway, she is definitely a better doc than the doc who's on shift at night cus at least she offer to give me some lotion for my rashes, the other time when I came for my allergy (yes, my allergy again to dunno what...), the doc was like simplying answering "yes", "yar" when I said I think is allergy and he didn't give me anything to apply on... must be cos I went at their closing time and he just want to finish with mi asap so he can go home... kaOz.... Ok, back to now. I've 'painted' myself with the lotion all over the rashes and I even went to sleep hoping that I'll wake up and tada! The rashes are gone.... Haha.... Ok ok.. it only got abit better. Since mi no need go work, I've decided to go for dance at studio wu at 630pm and then head for my Reggae at 9pm! Yar! It's FRIDAY and I'm having my Reggae today! Excited! And yar, Ting is dancing at studiowu as well. Think the last time i ever danced with her was during one of the CLS anniversary where mi, sen and her tried to dance SHE songs.. haha... Hmm... I think I'm glad no one videoed it down...haha... Great! Shall see her later and right now, I shall go back to 'nursing' my rashes if not I will not be able to go out and face people... ~counting down: 4 days... shh~ 0 comments Thursday, May 10, 2007 ( Reggae @ 11:26 AM ) Oh my... can't you believe it? this new arena which i've recently stepped in has got me hooked and left me with the word "exhausted" at all its ending... Ah! If you are having question marks all over your head now, let me solve your quries... Reggae! Yes, it's reggae! I have already attended 2 classes of Reggae and I have to say... I LOVE REGGAE! No doubt that reggae is a real big challenge to me as it requires VERY STRONG LEGS (so that you can half squat for 1hr and nt feel tired...)and it requires VERY DEFINE ISOLATION of the body (so that you can manipulate ur waist, ur hips, ur legs as if they are not joint together)... Gosh.. sounds like a feat right.. Yea.. tt's what I aim to overcome.. I WILL PRACTICE HARD TO GET THE ESSENCE OF REGGAE! p/s: i heard reggae is good for slimming and shaping... =X maybe tt's one big motivation for me to master reggae.. oOps... I went for a one-day seminar about EQ on Tue at Maritius Mandarin Hotel. It was a great getaway from my hectic work and the delicious wide spread of lunch buffet and satisfying choco eclairs at tea break added icing to the cake. In case, someone is going to start chiding me for letting loose of myself for gorging on the feast, I NEED TO DEFEND. Despite the seductive plates of goodies placed, i do remember my pact and i did kept within the limits of my stomach. Also, i even went for dancing after the seminar! speaking of dancing, i think i'll be dancing for 6 days this week! What an achievement! =) Back to the seminar, it was indeed enriching and i've learnt much. It true that in life, we never thought about how our childhood actually mould us into what we are today and that even if you are a 60 or 70 year old man, deep inside you, the feelings and experience you went thru as a child is still embedded within you. Your parents were the one who taught you to NOT to do sth cus it's bad, your teachers were the one who taught you that you should NEVER speak back to elders. So many times we were being impart with all these 'not to" or "cannot" that we lose the very innate emotions in us. We cannot cry when our parents scold us or beat us. We are often not given a chance to defend ourselves. And if we speak back, we are most likely to get more beatings or scoldings. I also learnt to about the word - Empathise. To empathise means we should put ourselves in others' skin and walk around in it. To listen and understand what others' feel. Have you ever really stop to listen to the other party's views before giving them yours? Have you ever thought that as much as you would like to get your thoughts across to them, they are also trying to get their thoughts across to you? Was introduced to a very nice and touching song during the seminar but damn it, i just cant find it on the internet... the title is "Remember that child" by Richard sth... If anyone know the song, please tell me k... I'm heading down to Replugged later to meet my musician (Renee) for the very 1st time! She'll be helping me to play my recital song and I guess we better start running thru the song or we'll look really bad on the recital day itself... Hope she's a nice person to get along with... =) Yup. After singing, I will skip to my Music Forest for my 3rd Reggae Class! WooAH! I hope my legs will not throw my face and attempt to survive thru the 1hr of squatting...(note:we are still learning the basic of reggae hence all the squatting...) I was thinking of ending this post but suddenly i thot abt my Video Groove Dance yday and I can't help but to blog about it. Yday was PAIR WORK again! And obviously, I paired up with my sis AGAIN and I had to be the 'GUY' AGAIN!(p/s: i'm taller...) it was damn funny lo... my sis had to 'seduce' me and I had to attempt to 'hug' her... sounds like incest... haha.. I hope Ishi has had enough of these pair-work dance cus i dunno how long i can stand my sis... haha.. =X kidding... nxt week: JACKET DANCE. Now, that sounds like sth we can dance on our own without a partner and that sounds like what I'll really enjoyed... till then~ ~Sean Paul - Temperature~ 0 comments Wednesday, May 02, 2007 ( Girls' Night's Out @ 1:38 PM ) It was a great start to my Labour Day. (p/s: if you do not have the time to spare. pls DO NOT read on...) I took half day leave on Mon and went home to pack my bag (cus gg 'camping' at ting's hostel) and then went to my beloved Studiowu for my Hip Hop & Street Jazz lessons. After Ishi's and Bryan's lesson, i rushed to the station and took the train to Boon Lay. Reached Jurong Point ard 10pm and waited for the girls (Ant, EikChyun & Ting) to appear. While waiting, i was feeling very excited and yet nervous. This was going to be the 1st time I see her ever since our frdship turned sour. In my head, I kept thinking what should be my 1st sentence when I see her. "Hi"...? "Hiyee.." or should a simple smile be OK? I realised I was really getting edgy... but guess what, when she saw me, she came forward and gave me a hug. A hug from a 'long-lost' frd. I guess the phrase "Yi Qie Jing Zai Bu Yan Zhong" came into picture. Though I must admit that i was still feeling abit awkward but deep inside i really feel v happy. And so the 4 crazy women went back to Ting's hostel and thru out the journey, our laughters filled the bus and the walk to the room. It was a not-too-small room but cosy enough to make me feel home. I saw many photos of her and her friends and I do hope that one day, she will place my pic + her there too. After our refreshing shower, the 4 girls began to talk. And I really mean talk. All the way from 11pm to 730am, the room was never silent. Thou most of the 8hrs, ant & eikchyun were being the 'info provider', mi and ting also did managed to squeeze in our share of voice. Green Tea, seaweed, Ruffles chips were our source of energy as the rain poured outside. But I guess ultimately our thunderous laughters still managed to drown out the sound of the storm that night. That night, the bonding between the 4 girls were brought closer. Come to think of it, this was also the 1st time the 4 girls had such a long and heart-warming session together. Really enjoyed it. But of course, due to the marathon-conversation we had and how we insisted to on the air-con despite the raining weather, the 4 of us woke up with a running nose and 'Ah-Du' voice in the morning. (p/s: we slept at 730am and got up at 930am). Lunch was at KBox Jurong East. As usual, ant belted out her 'Jing Dian" songs and her copyright movements as she sang. Going ktv with her is really an audio cum visual enjoyment. Hehee. Ting was also an equally great singer, felt she had really improved alot in her singing. EikChyun's voice was still strong and powerful which really left me wondering - how come these 3 'monsters' who had a blocked nose and shaky voice could suddenly sing as per normal.... =} KTV ended at 2pm. End of the girls' gathering as well as everyone were shag and needed to get some good rest. However, I continued to 'battle' on. Headed to Aljunied to meet my dear and while waiting for him, i nearly fall off the seat cus i was dozing off. We went down to bugis as he needed to meet his 6th aunt at 6pm to pass her sth. I was like a walking zombie but cus i wan to pei him i stubbornly refuse to go home. Oh yar, we played PI (private investigator) for a while cus he saw his colleague's gf with another guy. Well, the story is that this other guy (let's name him as X) is (my dear said) chasing this girl but this girl already gt a bf (who's my dear colleague). Anyway, the 2 of them seem to be rather ai4 mei4 so since we 2 had nth better to do, we decided to trail them.... =X they did not seem like a couple but then I caught X putting his hand over the girl shoulder and drew his head near hers. Din really managed to see if he was kissing her but that action was indeed sth which I think only couples would do. Alas, my dear didn't see it so it was only my side of the story... Our PI's job ended as the targets disappeared into the lift and I think went to the carpark. Bumped into Joe shortly and he 'followed' us to the foodcourt after his other appointment. the day finally ended for me after dear's aunt came and we had our dinner and I had a tough time tryin to keep my eyes open and my conscious awake. Joe did tried to entertain me while dear & his aunt talked but my eyes were forming a line so most of the time, I was noddin off to his lame talks... =X dear saw me home and waited for me to bathe and tug me to bed and went off. i slept for 13hrs (9pm - 10am) and went to see the doc ('MC'). Had a hearty breakfast and am here writing my blog. pHew... what a lengthy post it is.... Dance at StudioWu and OceanButterflies later. Shall dance off the fats gained these few days... ~Never be afraid to turn back and face your past - they let you think about the alternatives in your future~ 0 comments |
