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Wednesday, April 13, 2005 ( dedicated to my cousin @ 5:22 PM ) I was in primary - attended 1st funeral I was in secondary - attended 2nd funeral I am in poly - attending 3rd funeral...... the 1st funeral i went to was my grandfather (paternal)....i stil remember i was in primary school.. my brother came into the class and spoke to my teacher..and next i know was that i was asked to pack up and leave with him...only then i knew my grandfather had passed away.... I admit i was nv close wif him...i don't even haf much contact wif him...i don talk to him cus he's speaks in Hokkien and being young, i can't understand him and neither can he understand much mandarine...i vaguely remember times when we were young and my whole family would go to places like Haw Par Villa.. my grandfather would come along too....my grandfather loves to play chess with my brother....but we all know tt guys are always in favor.. and tis was especially so in the case for my grandfather....but nonetheless, when i saw the last of my grandfather, lying on the bed... i cried... i remembered tt i cried...perhaps i was young, i just know tt someone related to me is gone and i wun see him again....although i cried, i din really know y i cried....to be honest, i don think i was sad...... 2nd funeral - my youngest aunt's husband. This time i din cry... partly cus i don noe him well and contact wif him was not at all much...his death din affect me but it did affected my aunt...i am very close to her... when i received news of the death, i was worried abt my aunt, worried abt how she will tk it...but of cus..she haf always been the strong one so she braved thru it....but i can tell that deep down, she was devasated..... 3rd funeral...... i was at work today...was so tired in the morning, a thot kept runnin in my head....pretend to haf headache and ask for half-day leave...i felt i badly needed the half day off.... but who noes.....my sister MSN me... i saw the words on the screen... " Do you know that our cousin, Li Yi haf passed away...?" I was stunned.....i read the sentence again.....i couldn't believe..neither can i make sense of what my sister haf said..... I called up my aunt, she said it again....."Li Yi haf passed away..." This cousin of mine....true, i am not close to her... when i was a kid, i used to go her hse and stay over and play...to me, she's pretty, a girl with character....i haf tis keyboard at home...used to be hers....cus i badly wanted a keyboard tt time...so she gave it to me.....Years passed and i drifted apart from her...she's a grown up too and i haf my own life....the only time when we wud see each other was during new year.... the last time i saw her was also new year..... the last time i talked to her was new year too.... heard she was getting married..... now............ up til now, i still cant accept the fact....i cannot believe that she's gone......why....what happened....why????? my sister dreamt of her on monday..... i thot of having a all girls' cousin outing after my attachment.....i thot abt Li Yi...i haf nv had such a thot...nv thot of organisin such outing and i don really think abt my cousin....izzit a sign....it's as thou u were plannin to date a long lost fren whom you've nv seen for years and then the next moment , you realise tt the chance is gone..... Li Yi... I'll miss you.... Love Pei Wen 0 comments |
