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Wednesday, June 01, 2005
( i still misses her.. @ 2:18 PM )
i was reading through my archives...wel..tt's the result of having nothin to do in the office... anyway, the main idea was that, i was reading through my past entries and once again, the reality of my cousin's death hit me...i guess i have nv gotten over it....and it's not helping with Channel 8 showing the 9pm show and that they kept showing the crematorium which my cousin was cremated just brough back more saddening memories...My entries on lunar new year talks abt my excitment and also abt her engagement....however, in less than a month, i'm talkin abt her funeral... i went over to my xiao gu hse yesterday and also to see my grandma..i can tell that they too haben gotten over the death..they still miss her, just like me... somehow i dread lunar new year, esp so for the next year ..i don noe what wil i feel...i doubt it will be a happy one... who says time can heal all wounds...
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